Still Awake

[Verse] Phone on three percent Still replying to everyone Temple group chat going crazy Someone lost the mic again I got edits on my laptop Half a song and two missed calls One friend says I work too much Maybe they’re not wrong at all Coffee stains on handwritten plans Deadlines living in my hands People think I got it figured out Truth is I just understand the act And lately I don’t really hate the silence I just hate when it gets honest [Pre Chorus] Some nights feel cinematic Some nights feel like traffic lights Red green yellow Still awake at two oh five [Chorus] I’m still awake Still awake Walking circles round the same mistakes Still okay Still okay Even when my brain won’t slow its pace I laugh too loud Think too deep Post a reel then disappear for weeks Still the same Maybe changed I don’t know these days [Verse] People asking what’s the secret Like I didn’t almost quit Like success is just aesthetics Good lighting and confidence But I remember every version Twenty nineteen and all that hurt Now I’m making songs in parking lots Feeling human in reverse One says I need a haircut Another says don’t touch a thing Everybody got opinions I just wanna breathe a bit And honestly Maybe healing looks boring Maybe peace is kinda quiet [Pre Chorus] Some nights feel cinematic Some nights feel like traffic lights Red green yellow Still awake at two oh five [Chorus] I’m still awake Still awake Walking circles round the same mistakes Still okay Still okay Even when my brain won’t slow its pace I laugh too loud Think too deep Post a reel then disappear for weeks Still the same Maybe changed I don’t know these days [Bridge] No grand ending No big lesson Just me learning how to sit inside the present No dramatic revelation Just enough sleep And maybe someone waiting [Outro] Phone on one percent City lights blur again But for once I don’t need the noise To know who I am