Villa In The Blur

[Verse] Apparently I rented a villa Apparently I turned twenty-two Apparently there were people around me But I don’t remember the room The pool lights looked expensive The photos said I was alive But somewhere under the surface I was learning how to hide [Pre Chorus] 生日快乐 But the words came slow Happy birthday But where did I go [Chorus] Villa in the blur Every smile was out of focus I was there, I was gone Nobody could really notice Villa in the blur Twenty-two inside the static If I looked like I was living Why did breathing feel automatic [Verse] Some besties entered softly Not with fireworks, not with signs Just small repeated kindness At the edges of my life And I couldn’t love them fully Not the way I can today But some friendships plant themselves Before you know they’ll stay [Pre Chorus] 我还没回来 But someone left the light 我还没回来 But I survived the night [Chorus] Villa in the blur Every smile was out of focus I was there, I was gone Nobody could really notice Villa in the blur Twenty-two inside the static If I looked like I was living Why did breathing feel automatic [Bridge] Love should not be a locked room Care should not sound like fear A hand can hold you gently Or keep you disappearing here I don’t blame the younger me For staying where it hurt When the mind is under weather Walaupun sebenarnya bahaya Langsung tak ada serabut [Chorus] Villa in the blur One day I’ll reclaim the picture Not as proof that I was fine But as proof I still existed Villa in the blur Twenty-two was not the ending Somewhere under all that fog A future me was still defending [Outro] 生日快乐 Selamat Hari Jadi I say it now to him You were lost for a while But you still came back in